je beau vie

perfectly iam ...

2010-01-23T08:13:00.000-08:00

dear YOU,

why you threat me like that ?
im an ordinary
you know it at all
but you always claim me like that
such as special or a perfect one
im not a God
even a Girl God
you always say that i can get what i want
no you are wrong at all
im an ordinary im not a rich girl
im not a high class girl that you ever judge to me
im a lil ordinary girl
very ordinary
simply
a simple girl
with a simple wish
to always stay beside you
to always loving you perfectly
yes im not a perfect girl at all
but i wish i can make my beloveds feeling bouncy perfectly

raport = report = repot -.-

2010-01-23T07:32:00.000-08:00

raport ?
hmm from the word like report , isnt it ?
actually we r knowing well that "raport" is the last scores report of our lesson in one semester
but the word LAST isnt be a really last at all
what a holy fucking shit under my asshole
JERK
yeah thats word describing what my parents scored to me haha i means they were angry
82 is the average of my raport but my parents said its poor
poor , okay thats word is fucking me up
i mustnt give up
i know i can finish it well
i know i can reach a victory
i know i can make my parents and my beloved proud of me huahahah

amin :D

kindegarten art by me

2010-01-21T21:40:00.000-08:00

XI - IS2 is my beloved class in the second year in senior high school 3 malang

and this is my art hahah LOL

like a kindergarten art, isnt it ? HAHA

thats all just my lil expression that i really love socialite :)

GANBATTE SOCIALITE !

a cup of frozen yogurt blend

2010-01-20T03:33:00.000-08:00

yeah rain still drops
drop on my wet body
oh my wet clothes
for a cup of you
a large cup of you
im perfectly want

blend you oh frozen yogurt

with some blueberries and blackberries

sweet and sour taste i swear

although rainy day

customize my day

cold and very cold

but you looks delicious as your yummy taste

cold body of you is delicious

i wanna more

yes more

and blady grass flies around me

2010-01-20T00:30:00.000-08:00

blady grass flies

and i smile behind blady grasses

smile at you

cut me into pieces

with your rhytem of air

blady grass

please make me stop

for loving him secretly

for be like a fool at all

rain fall

2010-01-20T00:13:00.000-08:00

rain fall
fall on my head
drop on my hair
wet perfectly
i hold you
with my own hand
i hold rain
with my own hand
tears happiness tears
you fall out
together with the rain
strongy my aliby
what aliby ?
im pretty fine
yes , i am
but God know well
how pretty my lie is
how great if im a liar at all
miserable
what does it means ?
what is miserable ?
rain , can you answer it ?
please tell me
soon

wishlist for today

2010-01-19T21:43:00.000-08:00

1. blueberry rasberry yogurt at yogen fruz, mal olympic garden, malang, jawatimur

2. strawberry chocomilk at coffe toffe,malang town square, malang, jawatimur

HAHA its not important guys
and how about your wishlist today ?
:)

download owl city songs

2010-01-19T02:15:00.000-08:00

hot songs :
1. vanilla twilight
2. fireflies

owl city's new album :

1. owl city of june (2007)

2. maybe im dreaming (2008)

3. ocean eyes (2009)

and this is Adam Young's owl city :D

owl city - fireflies

2010-01-19T01:46:00.000-08:00

spring , lets sing this new song :)

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep

Cuz everything is never as it seems
Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I’m far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I’m weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep ‘em in a jar

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

loving you with a simply

2010-01-18T21:15:00.000-08:00

hmm spring ?
did you remember this words, i wanna loving you with a simply ?
yea you know that perfectly from someone who ever be everything to me
spring , you know his name, dont you ?
or you'll remember who called as bonnie
or you'll remember my boyfriend's initial haha
dont know why but i guess God saving me in that special initial boyname

i got nitemare last nite
and that is a dreamscarystory about him
and a strange ever haha
let me tell you spring and all about this nitemare
someday, my friends came and played at around my house
and they kept their motorcycles in front of a house of my neighbour
guess what ? a fact ive never known before said that house is bonnie's
WHAT THE ?
we played and played around
and someone came and looked at us
impossible if dunno who he is
he looked angry and disturbed
i guess bcz of my friends's motorcycles
and you know what ?
he went to someone car and left us
he shouted aloud ada anak nyebelin disekitar rumahku, aku males ayo pergi lagi
saw and listened it made me know that i was nothing to him
saddest factly said, he just came when he was needing my hands
oh spring its hurt me
they .. yes absolutely , they say right

:"(

oh please make it everlasting

2010-01-18T08:23:00.000-08:00

God and my beloved spring
yeah ive already be the part of someone life
please God oh i love him so
can You help me ?
can You help me to make it be everlasting ?
i wish that can be true although i know that everything in this world can be ENDLESS like You
i just take a silly wish maybe You think
yeah absolutely i was pretty silly unperfecto human
i just one fallen leaf
never be perfect thing or maybe just stay in the bite part of caterpilar

old photos in sempu island - sendang biru , east java

2010-01-18T05:45:00.000-08:00

hello spring and all of my friends who be my followers !

thats all of my photos in sempu island

absolutely nice but thats all just old photos haha

have ya ever gone to sempu island ?

hows your mind ?

if you have never gone there , soon i wish you can

invite your beloved for accompany you there

im sure it will be unforgotten memories

with my blue umbrella

yeah exactly im confessing that my editing isnt good enough

but i like it dont why

blue umbrella again haha

this is the old part of me

blue umbrella girl ? HAHA LOL

yey , in this photo , i just stay in an ordinary ship with all my fams

i wish i can go there soon

desert ? haha would be nice if you try to take desert bathing or maybe get a spa desert ?

for all ages and sexs

try it out !

look ! my face looks boring haha

i mean bored very bored

oh yummy body with desert compound haha

lets enjoy desert and beach !

have ya enjoyed it ?

as soon as possible i'll upload some new photos

dont forget give some comment ya

and visit always my blog :D

spriing :D

2009-11-03T05:57:00.001-08:00

i heart this day sprriing : *
i heart ya
i heart him :)

do ya know spring ?
i need one fooot again for LOVE

friends

2009-10-31T01:27:00.000-07:00

welcome to the jungle ~
there is mon a.k.a sinta
there is kong a.k.a vania
there is simps a.k.a elvi

hahaha LOL :D
non sense

we take this all photos in my home sweet home
ah i mean my grandma house , the place where i stayed since i was young ~
my father is the youngest son in this family tree
so , he must take care of this house (my grandpa n my grandma said like that)
and now , me , my mom , my sister , n my dad stay there
my real house ? in palmerah 1 no 32 (Perum Villa Gunung Buring)
but now my family have three houses to stay in at Perum Villa Gunung Buring

my silly-cat owmen !
hahah shes LOL LOL
i love her so
her name is jibud
i dont know what is the meaning of that stupidy name
haha we just heart to call her like that

silly bad silly
see our fuckin face
haha

bad faces
:D

kaleidoscope

2009-10-31T01:03:00.001-07:00

spriing :D
hehe i miss ya so much
spriing i give a nu title for our storysharing , kaleidoscope
do ya know what is the meaning of kaleidoscope ?
kaleidoscope is a tube of mirror containing loose coloured beads pebbles, or other small coloured objects.
its make something small and simple looks great and have beautiful symmetric ~
and do you know what its relation with life ?
cz everything have beautiful sides to thanks
nothing have a full of bad
nothing have a full of great
everything have both
nothing perfect nobody perfect
except God
except Allah SWT
everything we know thats bad , yet forever be bad ~
if we can see the beautiful side of it
if we can see the other side of it
thats why i call it kaleidoscope
cz everystory and everything happen must be thanks
cz Allah swt give the best for us to respects
:)

new photo for my precious

2009-10-29T21:04:00.000-07:00

this is a simple photo

but i love this much

why ?

cz this photo describe that i wanna say that words to my beloved

my beloved or precious ? have same meaning lah ~

enjoy it :D

for the boy in the next doors

iheartyou

iheartyourguitar

iheartyoursmile

iheartyourthanks

and i dont wanna stop this feelin ~

mr. WAW hamsyoong oh shit men

2009-10-29T20:11:00.000-07:00

sprrinng ! damnly i hate this day grr
this is the fifth day of midtest .
and also aryaak bornday :D
happy bornday aryak :)

the subject test for today is citizen
and guess what ? the boy who named yogie stay beside me again
but after that , i move to next desk ~
so our problems are in a same code
hoho :D
nice idea , isnt it ?

i keep my phone under my desk ~
but you know what ?
suddenly my phone is ringing and ..
i get the message from meidi
he ask me , "kamu soal apa?"
and i reply "soal A . kamu ?"
and then cause mr wawan looks at my desk , i keep my phone between my skirt
oh shit ! then it slipper and header on the floor
and ya know spring ?
everyone is looking at me included mr wawan
he ask "apa itu sin yang jatuh ?"
i answer "gak pak"
he move and visit my desk "mana ?"
and with all my fuckinfeel i give it to mr wawan
oh my phone im so sorry :(
meidi im so sorry too :(

luckily i can do it well
with all my words of course "jancook"
oh men ~
im so stupid !

spring , i hate this part !
huh !
but i dont hate you
i dont hate meidi i dont hate yogie hahaha
unconnected

really love the way he say thanks to me <3

2009-10-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

spriiing !
i miss yaa so bey ~
with a good purpose , now i'll try to use english with ya spring :D
hahaha

today is the fourth day of dam-mid-semester test haha
WTF ~
the subject of today are geographuck and sociology
i just study a little but i dont know why , when the test come i can do it well (maybe yes maybe know , just use my silly-brainy haha)
i get some difficult problems in finishing geography
and suddenly there is ARYA WIDJAYA at my leftside
he help me to solve my problem ~
thankful aryaak :D
hahah LOL

today is beautiful day :)
i heart this day very much , spring ~
if ya said why ?
cause there are superb things that make me smile and smile when i remembered that
first about the position of my testdesk and second the moment when he was saying thanks to me XD

yippie yahooo !
i dont know why maybe "it is fucking destiny in midsmster-test1 or this is a lil gift from Allah SWT for make me glad when i was sad and sad ?"
there's a boy named yogie dwi prastita putra
from the first day until the fourth day , he always stay beside me or near me ~
sometimes he smile , sometimes he just lookin at me (and of course me too hahah LOL ,dont be over-confident , sinta !)
this isnt my wish but honestly im glad so glad haha
the first day when i got math test , he also stayed beside me . but he just looked around and took along breath .. hummmpfh !
he also looked at me , suddenly i knew n i realized that he wanna see my answers but he wasnt saying anything ~
i just kept silent and make some lil laughs
why ? his face full of tissue
he got flu , same with me ~
sometimes we sruuut sroot and yeaah we take along fucking-umbel in our noses haha
and GUESS WHAT ? we already made some instrument srrut sroot srruuut sroot hahah
LOL :D
but today , i love his smile .
in this day , for the first time he make a conversation with me about geography test , he asked "ciri*nya flora indonesia itu apa sin?"
haha and i answered "batang besar ,daun lebar , dan berbeda-beda" (and then i smile)
XD
he asked again "hah ? berpindah tempat ?"
i answered "berbeda-beda, yogie"
hahaha laughed then ~
he always say thanks and thanks when we went to ownhouse ~
he just sending short message (SMS) , "makasi yaa sin :-D"
something like this laah , spring ~
hahaha
thats why i love him yesterday , cause he always and always give more respects for me ~ (although i dunno what he did behind me)
even vanny get yet haha
vanny said "yogie loh mosok tau bilang makasi kayak gitu ke aku" ahhaha

sorry spring maybe its too long for yaa ~
hahaha wish you love this beybee sweety spring :D
and now for the second gladdystory that i wanna tell
is about vanilla :D
im sorry spring , i just want make this a privacy from the others guess haha
but dont yaa know him ? i guess yet
ive ever told about him later ~
when i was walked with vaniny 'sikurus' hahaha , i saw vanilla stay on his motorcycle.
he just made some conversation with his friends and he saw me ..
i discussed with vanny , maybe the right one is say hell-O to him or not ~
vanny said "yeaah"
when i was in front of him , he smile at me and say "makasi"
i just smile and smile ~
after that , yaa know spring that im very lebaay haha , i jumped and jumped gladly ~
he said thanks for cheats haha

beloved my smoochie smoochie spring , i wanna studying citizen subject ~
next story ? please waitin for them ~
haha talk alone
bye bye spring : *

LOL :D

2009-10-29T04:02:00.001-07:00

hey there's me !
with the greenvolcomtshirt and whityboneshorts haha LOL
i took this photo when i was in batu night spectacular with my sister n my sist's boyf

there are simps and me :)
we are a classmates and also bestfriend .
hope you enjoying our fuckinglol face nyanyanya ~

we must respecting a difference , musnt we ?
hehe
in the school , we always hear "berdoa dengan keyakinan masing*"
but this isnt ~
haha LOL it just a lil joke , gals ~

in class XI-IS2
damnly now im in love with this class
maybe cause of a usual
first i know , dont know why i wanna move and stay in IS1
but now , thanks God i'll love this class eternally
there are me , simps and behind us , there are indoy and vaniny
hahaha

blog baruuk :D

2009-09-01T01:22:00.000-07:00

hello ni sinta permatasari .
sekolah di sman 3 malang kelas XI-is2 .

ni adalah blog ke3 ku stelah yang lainnya aku deactivin .

hari ini hari yang menurutku stuck bgt .
yaah idup kadang ga sejalan dgn yg kita inginkan .
waktu pagi hari uda ada yg bkin aku agak bete .
gaperlu detail , yg jelas aku gatau kenapa ngrasa gasuka aja ngliatnya .
(its talk about boy) X(

yang ga aku begitu pikirin malah dateng .
dengan senyum yang mungkin bikin org pengen nonjok , dia datang belakangan .
jam ke 3-4 adalah jam seni , dia ga ikut ..
ckck .
aku gajadi masuk seni lukis gara* , gambaran ku masi brupa sketch , jadinya gabisa dinilai .
hummmbh ~
yaudaa aku masuk desain grafis dengan harapan sukses .
amin .

jam ke 5-6
aku curhat sama nandud .
tentu aja ak ga sendirian di deket lapangan wktu itu , tapi sama elvik .
terlambat msuk klas pula .
ehhehe .
owmen ! ini jam pak ahmadillah .
untung tu org lagi baek , jadi gakena mara de .
ngantuk bgt ~
aku curi* wktu buat tidur dikit* .
pak ahmadilla malah olok*in bonnie .
katanya bonnie sering absen .
hoaaams ~
iyaa emg kalik pak .
"selama klas 11 ini , saya tidak perna bertatap muka dengan yang nmnya YOGIE ."
wenng ? sabaar ya pak .
yang aku gasuka , kenapa pak ahmadilla olok* in dia kek gt ?
hoaams . arusnya sbg bapak guru yg baek jangan intimidasi kyk gitu dong pak !
sama aja malu*in dia .

jam 7-8
kyaaaaa ! ul mat .
aku duduk sma ling* n hannah .
aku ditengah , jadi isa contek kanan kiri deh .
wasooy ~
weng ? tak terbayangkan soalnya da 16 .
14 subyektif n uraian 2 nmr .
tentu aja smuaanya pake cara lengkap dgn buram .
nyiaahahahah ~
berkat hannah aku yang saat itu terkantuk* , bisa ngerjain sekitar 10 nmr .
trus yang 6 nmr ? ya nyontek hannah dun .
nyiahahah . 1 nmr ak kosongin seraya berharap bakal dijadiin bonus tu nmr . muahahaha pak hasyim :D
guess what ?
bonnie gada ditempat .
alias dia ga hadir .
hoaams .
owmen ~ kenapa kamu nak ?
mungkin jemput pcrnya . hihihi*

hoaaams . ngmng* kapan ya aku punya pacar ?
mau tetep suka sma dia , eh kok malah dia ada cewe skrg .
hahah gapapa deh .
suka sm junior ?
ada tiga junior yang ada dipikiranku .
tapii ..
sinta ! stop ! cinta itu ga bedain umur .
yah kata* itu trus terngiang* dipikiranku .
trus trang aku gaperna punya cowo yang lebi muda dari aku .
aku takut aku gabisa jadi yg terbaik dari juniorku itu .
aku takut bikin kecewa .

hoaams .
jodo ditangan Tuhan , tapi kesempatan dapet cowo itu ditangan kita ! :D
lets get a boyf ! :D